Rabu, 2008 Mei 21

hmph

Frankly, im not in my good mood, but whatever. They say, write whatever. then i'll do whatever. So whatevs.

Some people might think that the time is right to do whatever. But some just don't know that this 'whatever' will affect another. I know it's to absurd to understand. Well, it's an absurd thought too. Whatever.

Strongly i recommend to set your priorities from now on. Because that will be your thing to hold on to. And suddenly, i'm not in the mood to write. Whatever.

Hate hate hate -> quote of the day.

Senin, 2008 Maret 31

there is no harm....

if u fall then fall. if u slip then slip. Maybe the area is slippery, and u wont know it until u try it.

emang seharusnya gak ada salahnya buat mencoba, emang gak ada salahnya buat saya mencoba, buat kamu mencoba, buat dia mencoba.

Kaya nyoba buat bisa terbang, trus jatuh
nyoba buat bisa berenang, trus tenggelam
nyoba buat bisa pinter, trus dapet nilai jelek
nyoba buat bisa tidur, trus terjaga
nyoba buat bisa bicara, trus keselek
nyoba buat bisa diem, trus bawel
nyoba buat bisa tegar, trus nangis
nyoba buat bisa pergi, trus diem
nyoba buat bisa berenti, trus lanjut
nyoba buat bisa lupa, trus inget

nyoba buat bisa, trus gak bisa

hahahahahaha, begooo.. tapi lebih bego lagi kalo gak nyoba..
it's hard, i know, eventho this and that
there is no harm in trying.
for a better life
for a better track
for a better me
for a better us

Rabu, 2008 Maret 12

....

Makasih banget buat semua cara yang udah dilakuin buat ngedidik..
Makasih banget buat semua marah yang keluar..
Makasih banget buat semua tangis yang tumpah..
Makasih banget buat semua apa yang dikeluarkan buat menjadi lebih baik..
Makasih banget buat semua sayang..
Makasih banget buat semua doa..
Makasih banget buat semua cinta..

Tapi maaf, satu titik yang udah gak bisa, gak mungkin bisa ditarik lagi..
Entah siapa yang harus disalahin..... mam...  

Terlalu menyesal.. maaf

Selasa, 2008 Maret 04

chasing pavements

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath.
And emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky
Never revealing their depth.
Tell me that we belong together,
Dress it up with the trappings of love.
I'll be captivated,
I'll hang from your lips,
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above.

Simply because the fact that ive been wonderin around naked, does not mean that the world has another reason to blow a tornado.
yah yah, udah seharusnya saya tau prioritas saya dimana, udah saatnya saya mengerti apa yang seharusnya saya lakukan bila terjadi sesuatu, sudah saatnya saya harus bisa membawa diri untuk terbuka.

kangennn semuaa.....
kangeennnnn....
paraah....

leave it to God, they say. Leave it to the Mighty. And trying so hard to leave it to Him.

I'll be your crying shoulder,
I'll be love's suicide
I'll be better when I'm older,
I'll be the greatest fan of your life.



Senin, 2007 Desember 17

crazy hard headed bitch

why dont you just shoot me? im already dying.

Kamis, 2007 November 29

Something for the 2.31 am thoughts..

"I wish i could stop putting my blues on you"

A lesson that i forgot, suddenly my cheerful yet bubbly Barbie mate came to Bandung to visit us, people who forget. "Something about dignity", she said, "woman's dignity". We, women, sometimes forget about how to play this game. And so did i.

Today D was crying in her room, she cried about how her boyfriend lied to D but yet still doesnt want D to break him up. Classic. Little miss Barbie with her high-pitched voice came to the room, so there were 5 of us, sat on the bed, tried to listen.

Men dont make mistakes, women and children do. I heard this from somewhere, i forgot, haha.

God has given us, women, the greatest gift called emotion. We are free to cry, free to laugh, free to be sad or anything yet men always have to think before they do it all. But then, when you realize how this gift has turned out to be your biggest enemy, then it is just nothing but sucks.

So, Barbie told me about something i nearly forget, A woman's heart is like the deepest ocean. So whatever you feel, sad, mad or anything, just smile. Because smile is actually the most powerful weapon for women. People doesnt have to know about what im feeling. Get busy, whatever, just do something that keeps u smiling. And at night, you can do anything to express your feeling. When morning comes, do another smile.

It is just a reminder,,,

Minggu, 2007 November 25

try that hard just to write

do you know when u start to put your fingers on that keyboard and wishing that something wud just come to your free mind? yea, i dont know why it is that hard for me to clear this mind and start typing!. humm....

later on..